Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Insomnia...arggggh



I went to bed really early tonight before 9pm...I have things to do really early...well needless to say I woke up at 12:20 and here I am 2 hours later sitting in front of the computer...I tried so hard to go back to sleep...I just laid there in my bed and thought about sex...some real hot brutal kind of sex...


I was thinking how much I would love to have a man hold me down...have his hand over my mouth while he's fuckin me really hard...flip me over and spank my ass so hard that it brings tears to my eyes...it fuckin turns me on to be scared and resist a man like this...I am in control of all facets of my life so it's nice to give up the control sometimes...I know a friend who has a gas mask and I haven't seen it but I can just imagine how hot and scary it would be to have a guy wear something like that while we are fucking...I imagine sleeping and being woken up in the middle of the night...there he is with a gas mask on...I can't really see who it is...because the of the darkness...but I know its him...I can hear the heavy breathing through the mask...he puts his hand over my mouth so I can't make a sound...then he slides his fingers inside me...and fucks me hard with his fingers while I squirm underneath him...but I can't get away...He has all control...I am breathing hard...but I can't say anything...I cum all over his fingers...because no matter how hard I resist...I am loving every minute of this...we fuck...and we fuck hard...


So back to my still being awake...needless to say I had to fuck myself tonight after all the thinking I was doing...I thought for sure it would knock me out...because for some reason like a man I have an orgasm and I pass out...but not tonight...instead I just laid there...thinking...and thinking some more...so here I am sharing my nasty little thoughts with you...
I feel like I need to say that this is not the only kind of sex I like to have...nice sweet sex is good too...but every once in a while a girl needs to surrender control...well this girl does anyway!




And one last thing...there is a video update on my site...here is preview pic...