Trying to catch up...my neverending battle.

It has been so long since I sat in front of this damn computer to write, tweet, post pics...you name it. Life has definitely taken over. Work, family and honestly since I got found out at my last job...I just stayed in hiding. I mean I still do the modeling but just try to hide from the masses. Someone always seems to come across my pictures one place or another. So what the hell I came to show you some of the recent pictures that I have posted on the site...lots more to come. Shameless Angel was just here and we took quite a few sexy sets!

Almost a month into the new year...

and not a peep from Ms. Dawn. I know I go through this more than I don't but what can I say...I have been working really hard at my regular job. I have had to work mandatory overtime every week until this one. On top of that I have been sick twice with the flu and also with a cold. I am just getting over the newest sickness...just in time for the weekend. LoL! That's pretty much been it for me. Work has consumed so much of my time lately. I barely find time to sign on a check my email. And to think my plan...not my resolution for the new year is to keep up. I am already 28 days behind. :)~

I can't even think of anything exciting to tell you. I haven't had sex again...since October...it's been more difficult this time...I mean not that I have had to turn any down but I am telling you I am a walking time bomb! I'm probably alot like a man these days in terms of thinking about it every 12 seconds. My dirty ass mind can turn anything into something sexual these days. I have a new name at work...Dirty D...yep that's what everyone calls me. No one knows about my little secret...I take that back...one guy found me on the internet. He proposed marriage...he is a young one and such a sweetheart. That's been the extent of me as of lately. I need something fun and exciting to write about so I think this weekend...I am going to try something a little over the top for me. My favorite toy is a silver bullet, it's wired with a remote. I was thinking I might try slipping that thing in my panties and put the remote in my pocket. Maybe go out to a club have a few drinks and see what kind of trouble I can get myself into. You can bet I will give you all the blow by blow (no pun intended). I am going to throw some pictures up of my newest updates...you know where to find me http://www.msdawnp.com/

The holidays are here...

I love the holidays...I especially like getting all dressed up in my santa outfits and taking pictures. It's one of my favorite things to shoot. I took three different sets this year so you will get to see alot of holiday goodness. Here is the first preview. I loved this outfit...although it barely contained my boobs...I guess I shouldn't be surprised...they seem to be getting bigger and bigger. I can't wait to do my measuring set in January so I can compare. To see more CLICK HERE.

Celibacy? Drum roll please...........

What's going on with the celibacy thing?....drum roll please.......it has come to an end...or had come to an end. I am back in the same place although not by choice.

I made it to 14 months...yep and you all know I was holding out for someone wonderful. Did that happen? It did momentarily. He was everything I needed at the time. Unfortunately, things didn't work out...but we won't dwell on the negative, instead let me tell you that the sex was off the hook. It's funny you sometimes forget what you are missing out on when you've gone so long without something...I was so missing out. But, it was different this time...it wasn't some random mean nothing guy...it was someone who captured my mind first and then my heart.

I have to tell you though that the first time was hard...I was drinking a little and we were in the hot tub. I knew I wanted to do it...but I had placed such a big expectation on myself to not have sex that when I did...I felt horrible. The sex part was great but the emotions that went along with it were fucking insane. I felt guilty...I felt like I had let myself down...I even cried right there in the hot tub. It was crazy...I wanted it...I cared about this person but it really messed with me for a few minutes. I got over it quickly needless to say.

I am no longer on a quest for celibacy...but I have to tell you that I am going to continue to hold out for that special someone. I deserve it...although I have to tell you tonight I could really go for some forceful, hard, hot sex....yes right about now that sounds like exactly what the doctor ordered. Call me Dr. D.

Newest updates to the site!

Hey everyone! I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday! I spent time with my family...which is my favorite thing to do. I also went and finally saw the movie New Moon. Yes I am one of those Twilight geeks. I can't help it...I love me some vegetarian vampires...lol!

Well, here is my newest set to the site...the outfit is like a little fishnet romper...it was nice and tight...I hope you like.

I have also had a couple videos go up recently...one in the pool naked...watching my body in motion. It's a pretty cool video. You should check them out!

And finally I made some brownies...they are my favorite! This is a fun one to check out...I made them in my panties :)

Where in the world is Ms Dawn P?

I am sorry that I have been absent from the net as of late. I can't tell you how many times I have tried to sit down and write this very blog. I have had a pretty tragic thing happen to me and I have had some dealing that I have had to do. I kind of checked out of this part of my life for awhile. I apologize I have not been around...I am coming back slowly but surely. I have lots to share with you all. I have more stories then I can even imagine finding the time to write about, with work and all. But, I will and I promise there is some spicy things to tell you about too. I know there are some folks out there who are curious about the celibacy thing...that will definitely be a whole blog in and of itself. I am going to go answer some emails and I will be writing more later this evening. Lots of hugs and kisses to all of you! Thanks for being understanding.

Go Yankees! Baseball update!

The Yankees have their 3rd game tonight...so far in the series they are 2-0...I know I don't have anything to do with that...but I am so rooting them on! In this set you see me in my Jeter jersey. I am all Yankees fan! See me in and out of my jersey...and also see the fun on video...swingin a bat with these very large breasts in the way. CLICK HERE to check it out!